Destiny

In my life I have not had so many chances
To experience what true love is all about
All the times I’ve been looking for romances
Why it failed I have never figured out

I met you just suddenly
Despite my inactivity
I took it so seriously
Cause it was my destiny

For a time I was completely obsessed with finding love
I had always felt that I lived a lonely life
My life would not be complete until I found the perfect love affair
But when I stopped looking it was suddenly there

I met you just suddenly
Despite my inactivity
I took it so seriously
Cause it was my destiny

In the beginning it worked out perfectly
Our high expectations were dealt with carefully
We were not looking for an ordinary romance
It felt like just one in a million would get such a chance

But as they say easy come, easy go
It went from the highest high to the lowest low
Like a tower torn down for no reason
And I was left out in the cold

I met you just suddenly
Despite my inactivity
I took it so seriously
Cause it was my destiny

Stepped on a mine

We wanted nothing more than to be together
And were hanging out all of the time
I thought that you were cool and clever
One of those that are simply divine

I prayed to God so many times that you’d stay
But that never seemed to make sense
No one ever heard my prayers
Despite all my attempts

You said you could not get me out of your mind
Tried to impress me all of the time
I really wanted to trust you
As I was hopelessly drawn to you

I prayed to God so many times that you’d stay
But that never seemed to make sense
No one ever heard my prayers
Despite all my attempts

One night I looked at the stars in the skies
They told me you were telling me lies
Tears started to fall from my eyes
But you would never ever gonna see me cry

Once again, I had stepped on a mine
It exploded right in my face
When I thought it was safe
You were out with someone else

I prayed to God so many times that you’d stay
But that never seemed to make sense
No one ever heard my prayers
Despite all my attempts

Still I don’t understand why you wanted to hurt me
Now I’m living with the pain
Why you wanted me down on my knees
I will never get it explained

I prayed to God so many times that you’d stay
But that never seemed to make sense
No one ever heard my prayers
Despite all my attempts

Memory of you

I walk up to this quiet graveyard
Everything is still and silent
In my mind I have a picture of you that never fades away

All the time we spent together
We thought it would go on forever
A sudden disease and it all would end in disaster

Too many times in my life fate took a different way
Than I in my wildest dreams thought would ever come true
And now the bitterness I feel it never seems to go away
The memory of you is still so strong to this day

They said it still would be a lot of years
That the end was not at all near
We’d better believe it just to reduce the fear

But, it did not take so long to understand
It would get worse and not better
We had to realize you would never recover

I am so desperate please help me God
The anxiety is killing me
I would do anything
To have you back again

Too many times in my life fate took a different way
Than I in my wildest dreams thought would ever come true
And now the bitterness I feel it never seems to go away
The memory of you is still so strong to this day

I was not in time to take a last farewell
Something I’m not so proud of
I lay down some flowers at your grave stone and walk away

Too many times in my life fate took a different way
Than I in my wildest dreams thought would ever come true
And now the bitterness I feel it never seems to go away
The memory of you is still so strong to this day

Secret Nightclub

I went down to the secret nightclub
Beautiful people did I see
Arriving in black cars
They were dressed up grandly

The rich and famous
Knew they were VIP:s
Did not want mix up
With the usual wannabes

Crowded dance floor
The subwoofer pumping the beat
Sexy women dancing around
They were in the heat

Some wanted to show
Just how much money they had
Glasses of champagne in long rows
They drank with an endless demand

It doesn’t matter who you are
It’s how rich you are
As long as you have the money
You will be treated respectfully

Crowded dance floor
The subwoofer pumping the beat
Sexy women dancing around
They were in the heat

It’s just like a playground
Everything escalating
Getting more and more wild
Finally reaches the culmination

Looking for someone to spend the night
Some had hooked up with each other
And were leaving together
In black limousines

I was down at the secret nightclub
Down at the secret nightclub
Down at the secret nightclub…

Never unfaithful

I’ve been searching for you every night and day
Since that other women came in our way
But every time I hold out my hand
You turn and walk away

There is so much that I want to explain
I really do not want to play a game
But every time I think get my chance
You turn and walk away

At night I dream about all that has been
It is clear that you’ve been my everything
I suffer in my heart so please come back again

I was never unfaithful please try to understand
I will do everything that you demand
But how can I put things right
When you always turn and walk away

It’s calm on the surface but chaos inside
I never wanted to break your heart
I know how you are feeling
So, please don’t turn and walk away

At night I dream about all that has been
It is clear that you’ve been my everything
I suffer in my heart, so please come back again

These difficulties are not insoluble
Things will be done differently
I will show you honesty
So please don’t walk away

Breakdown

Hey there hey
I was close to a break down, recently
I’ve had a lot of pressure in my life all the time
I’ve felt confusion, misery
No lust for anything
And been frustrated all the time

I will accept anything
That will take me out of this situation
I will keep on fighting
To get out of this

I feel I start to get somewhat frightened
I’m moving in the wrong direction
I feel I need to escape
Get to be myself
Without the stress and pressure
Do not even know
What I want with my future

I will accept anything
That will take me out of this situation
I will keep on fighting
To get out of this

Don’t want to fuck around and drink, no
And don’t know where to go
No one to talk to
And feel like I am
A million miles from home
But I don’t have enough courage
To lift up myself

I will accept anything
That will take me out of this situation
I will keep on fighting
To get out of this

It took a while for me to understand
This is not an easy thing
I feel like I’ve been
Mentally disturbed for years
I do not want to talk with anyone about it
Except only my closest

I will accept anything
That will take me out of this situation
I will keep on fighting
To get out of this

My love and best friend

I really think that we’ve had such a great time
When we have been together
You wanted me to answer when we were drinking wine
Should not true love be forever

But I have learned the hard way
Even though you seem to be the perfect match
The initial strong feelings will fade away
Sooner than you think, it all has crashed

I’m willing to do whatever it takes
Let’s do it at our own pace
We should not have too high expectations
It will go well if we show patience

We should not make holes in each other’s dreams
Realize we have different needs
Let’s start to build a solid ground
So we can make it in the long run

You are beautiful, intelligent and charming
I know you can break my heart
There’s no sense to aim for perfection
Don’t let anything ruin this

In love, it’s hard to be convinced
When we are subjected to temptations
There is so much we can’t predict
When we aim for the perfect relation

In the beginning love is blind
But I can think clearly again
I hope this will never come to an end
You are my love and best friend

Dream

All the things that we do
And dream about in our lives
We try to have a plan for it
But some things seem to happen by chance

Maybe you’re waiting for the right moment
Or the big breakthrough
No one else is gonna do it for you
Whatever you dream about, don’t let it go away

Don’t worry about what others think
Do not let anyone destroy your dream
Even if you don’t get what you want
It’s the journey that makes it worthwhile

Do not look at what others have done
The important thing is what you want
Imagine that the sky is the limit
As long as you believe in it

Don’t worry about what others think
Do not let anyone destroy your dream
Even if you don’t get what you want
It’s the journey that makes it worthwhile

Mercy

I was in a mess
When I started to search for mercy
I thought that life was a plague
Everything was hard
And I had lost the meaning of life
Things had happened
That affected me so strongly
But I could not do anything
Just stand by and let it happen
And hope it should not do so much harm

I could not blame anyone else
It was completely up to myself
To work me out of
The bad situation

After a while
I managed to get back on track again
It all completely changed
I began to see life
In an easier way
It was a relief
I had been waiting so long for
And felt a bit of joy like never before
Did not have to fight every day

Started to look towards a brighter future
I found a new way
To manage and interpret
What happens
In everyday life

Going to a better place
You were a perfectionist
Always an optimist
The friendliest I’ve ever met
Something I will not forget

Suddenly some mistakes
Of things you did everyday
Started to be difficult
We did not understand

You knew how this would end
It was hard to understand
You said don’t be afraid
Cause I’m going to a better place

A disease had started to creep up on
Nothing would be the same again
You started to be in pain
Would I ever see you on your feet again

You were getting weaker every day
Not easy to see you fade away
I used to sit and pray
And hope it was in another life

You knew how this would end
It was hard to understand
You said don’t be afraid
Cause I’m going to a better place

It’s bad
I have guilty feelings
That I didn’t meet you
As often as I should have